do i feel hurt??

what is wrong with me? i'm alwiz feel bad lately!! so many things to think!! do i have to hurting myself? do i have to sickening of my life? sometimes i do, sometimes i don't..i'm really confused!!! Ya Allah, pls guide me, pls show me what is the best. i'm not emo but i'm just me. whatever comes, i have to think +ve, i have to forgive & forget everythings.